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The Outsider

by Jesse Dayton

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1.
Well Mama said Jess, you’ve got to get out of bed, son Drag a comb across your achin’ head If you come back you better bring us some bread Now cut and fade to red I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it, do it, do it, don’t have to like it Well the boss said son, you’ve got to punch in by nine now Check everything comin’ down the line Well if you need a break, you better give us a sign ‘Cause we’re goin’ ‘til the sun don’t shine I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it son (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it, do it, do it, don’t have to like it Well Aunt Jemima said to Uncle Sam We gonna send you off to Afghanistan Help bring you back on the family plan And we hope you don’t mind the sand I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it, do it, do it, don’t have to like it Well the Doc said Jess, you ‘bout to run out of time, son Drinkin’ all that Jim Beam and wine Stop having any fun and you’ll be fine And we’ll see you in the check out line I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it son (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it, do it, do it, don’t have to like it I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it (may have to do it) But I don’t have to like it (don’t have to like it) I may have to do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it
2.
Here we are now darlin’ Better start prayin’ to your rosary Broke down in Churchpoint Bag of medicine on your knee Waitin’ on Johnny Law To come down here put the cuffs on you and me (So I sing) Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water Lord if you get me outta this Well, I promise I’ll live for you Headin’ to the station Ridin’ with the man in blue With a court appointed future And nothin’ really left to lose (So I sing) Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water Waitin’ on the warden But my confidence ain’t too strong Parole board don’t like me Say son, where did you go wrong? Ain’t no time to get set up I gotta get myself back home (So I sing) Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water Jesus gonna wash me in the water (all day long) Jesus gonna wash me in the water (all day long) Jesus gonna wash me in the water (all night long) Jesus gonna wash me in the water (all night long)
3.
Banged up like a cowboy who’s been out bustin’ broncs Went to war with the whiskey and a million honky tonks But no matter how I strayed, she always takes me in She cleans me up and feeds me and sends me out again Now the scars and the miles are finally showin’ on my face Thirty’s in the rearview and fifty sets the pace But she sees past my charm straight down in my soul Fills my grave with dirt, buries the pain in that hole But I’m changin’ my ways this time I gotta start walkin’ the line ‘Cause nothin’ could ever replace The smile on her face I got one more lonesome bullet, it’s the last round in my gun Gotta clean myself up, watch some more settin’ suns But my finger’s on the trigger and it’s shakin’ like a tree Better put that pistol down son and set your mind free But I’m changin’ my ways this time I gotta start walkin’ the line ‘Cause nothin’ could ever replace The smile on her face
4.
I’ve been hurtin’ behind the pine curtain Tore up in Cherokee County I’m blowin’ smoke, until I’m ready to choke I’m shootin’ liquor, I’m feelin’ rowdy ‘Cause she ain’t never comin’ back The girl’s got Dallas on her mind In my country shack I’ll be sippin’ cornshine ‘til I’m blind I’ll be drinkin’ cornshine I’ve been hurtin’ behind the pine curtain Strung out on a binge We had a baby And she drove off with my boy, y’all That’s when I came unhinged ‘Cause she ain’t never comin’ back The girl’s got Dallas on her mind In my country shack I’ll be sippin’ cornshine ‘til I’m blind I’ll be sippin’ cornshine Well about the time we hit big D This jar of liquor starts a workin’ on me We both wake up in a different place Man, that’s just the cold hard facts She ain’t never comin’ back Well I’ve been hurtin’ behind the pine curtain People say the boy looks like me I cranked my hemi And I drove my Barracuda Down DFW I-20 Well she ain’t never comin’ back The girl’s got Dallas on her mind, yeah In my country shack I’ll be sippin’ cornshine ‘til I’m blind I’ll be sippin’ cornshine
5.
We Lost It 04:01
As I stare out the window of our mansion Our little boy and little girl play in the yard And I wonder how I’ll tell ‘em That their Mama and their Daddy Can’t stay together ‘cause it’s just too hard Can’t stay together ‘cause it’s just too hard So our preacher sat us down for some counsel He said the Lord frowns on all your runnin’ ‘round And all your money and your cars And all of your lovers Spend eternity deep beneath the cold ground Spend eternity deep beneath the cold ground Too far gone and past the point of returnin’ And over hills into a trap we can’t escape So who’s the leader of this dance Oh Lord we didn’t stand a chance One look, that’s all it took And we lost it One look, that’s all it took And we lost it After years of being married to each other Still every day we call each other on the phone And we cry Lord we cry, about the times gone by How did we lose it all, and wind up alone? How did we lose it all, and wind up alone? Too far gone and past the point of returnin’ And over hills into a trap we can’t escape So who’s the leader of this dance Oh Lord we didn’t stand a chance One look, that’s all it took And we lost it One look, that’s all it took And we lost it
6.
Well you like havin’ a drink or two Sometimes twenty if you’re feelin’ blue Sometimes one in the mornin’ so you can get out of bed You like Jim, you like Jack, you like Maker’s Mark Drinkin’ in the day time Drinkin’ in the dark Drinkin’ with a crowd Or drinkin’ alone Drinkin’ in the shower Drinkin’ on the phone Well I tried to quit, but I just quit tryin’ I tried to hide it But I’m bad at lyin’ So I am still drinkin’ if you’re still buyin’ I tried to quit, but I just quit tryin’ Well you like women but you’re a married man Sneakin’ around every chance you can The feminine nation’s gonna be the ruination of you Well you like brunettes, and redheads and bottles of blondes Pullin’ them jeans off, and mowin’ them lawns Starin’ down the barrel of the same old gun ‘Cause your wife and your girlfriend can’t get along Tried to quit, but I just quit tryin’ Havin’ several women is death defyin’ If there’s eggs to break I can’t help but fry ‘em I tried to quit, but I just quit tryin’ Yeah, you like smokin’ my cheap homegrown That Mexican lettuce really gets you stoned Cotton mouth so dry you’ll drink the water from a bong You like Sensimilla Red, Acapulco Gold, Maui Wowie Resin from a bowl But we ain’t worth a song in so long I don’t know And Johnny law’s waiting for us after the show Well I tried to quit, but I just quit tryin’ Roll me a joint and I’ll start flyin’ Made us laugh so hard that we both started cryin’ I’m tryin’ to quit but I just quit tryin’ I tried to quit, but I just quit tryin’
7.
There’s a time for cryin’ and mournin’, talkin’ and scornin’ Son, this ain’t the time Well my Granddaddy he fought them sons of bitches Them nazis and them snitches And talkin’ ain’t what got it done We better rise up to the power This ain’t no time for cowards When the clock strikes the witchin’ hour This ain’t no time for cowards Charlottesville, that rally wasn’t you Just a bunch of damn fools, mad at themselves Say a prayer for sweet Heather Heyer, she’ll never be forgotten Don’t let ‘em make you scared We better rise up to the power This ain’t no time for cowards When the clock strikes the witchin’ hour No, this ain’t no time for cowards All the lessons like do unto others And listen to your mother and kindness to strangers Will our children see past the color of our skin And all of our sins and all of our wrongs Yes they are You better rise up to the power This ain’t no time for cowards When the clock strikes the witchin’ hour Lord, this ain’t no time for cowards
8.
The barbarians are at the gate Doin’ everything they can to break through And my TV’s been spoutin’ hate And my country’s divided red and blue And the workin’ man he can’t catch a break ‘Cause the corporations nickel and dime his ass And we can smell the desperation While the politicians sittin’ on a mountain of cash Well, folks are hungry And you promised them a feast While they’re waitin’ inside the belly of the beast You knock ‘em down and pray to the high priest Waitin’ on heaven in the belly of the beast Well the headlines, they’re all the same ‘Cause they threw out all the rules of the game Now when the sun shines, well they’ll tell you it’s rain ‘Cause the lawyers fix damn near anything And these fat cats, they’re buyin’ up the land While the workin’ class prepares for hand to hand It’s a money trail all on the take While they’re sittin’ back waitin’ for it all to break Yeah, folks are hungry And you promised them a feast While you’re waitin’ inside the belly of the beast You knock ‘em down and pray to the high priest Waitin’ on heaven in the belly of the beast Folks are hungry And you promised them a feast While you’re waitin’ inside the belly of the beast You knock ‘em down and pray to the high priest Waitin’ on heaven in the belly of the beast Yeah, waitin’ on heaven in the belly of the beast Waitin’ on heaven in the belly of the beast
9.
Burnin' 03:15
Reckless like, reckless like, reckless like a drunk Yes a fool about to fall, hangin’ over the edge, and about to lose it all I can feel, I can feel, I can feel the spirit Burnin’ deep inside of me, while I’m lonesome in this crowd, is just where I wanna to be But she’s burnin’ in my soul And I’m spinnin’ out of control While I’m stuck down in this hole She’s burnin’ in my soul Burnin’ dim, burnin’ dim, my flame is burnin’ dim But the world don’t seem to care, if I let go with a whim and just vanish in thin air Walkin’ to, walkin’ to, I’m walkin’ to the sea Gonna jump head first, not the deep end but the shallows, where it only makes it worse Swimmin’ with, swimmin’ with, swimmin’ with them sharks Screamin’ bon appetite, as they make a meal of me, spit my bones out on the street But she’s burnin’ in my soul And I’m spinnin’ out of control And I’m stuck down in this hole She’s burnin’ in my soul Waitin’ for, waitin’ for, waitin’ for a sign For 51 straight years and a zig zag line, bout to bring me to tears
10.
We were twins to be born that day But I could never let it be that way Mama’s lifeline proved a good noose With a taste for killin’ I was on the loose My folks hated me for what I did that day So I slit their throats sent them to their grave I headed for The Smokies in Tennessee Yeah a lot of good killin’ was ahead of me I’m a killer on the lamb Yeah I don’t mind livin’ with some blood on my hands Your life to me ain’t worth a damn To this killer on the lamb Met a mountain girl from a mining town Our first time when the sun went down All she wanted was to marry me So I cut her where she loved me and I watched her bleed Her daddy from the hollow saw blood so red So I chucked him in the river and I drown him dead I’m a killer on the lamb Yeah I don’t mind livin’ with some blood on my hands Your life to me ain’t worth a damn To this killer on the lamb Wore out my welcome in Arkansas Killed a Christian family of the Pentecost A Georgia cracker was talkin’ at me So I cut out his tongue hung it from a tree Now the Southern law wants to put me in jail But I’ll still be killin’ when I’m burnin’ in hell I’m a killer on the lamb Yeah I don’t mind livin’ with some blood on my hands Your life to me ain’t worth a damn To this killer on the lamb

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released June 8, 2018

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Jesse Dayton Beaumont, Texas

Equally steeped in Texas/Louisiana blues, old-school country and punk-rock, East Texas native Jesse Dayton is the music world’s best-kept secret, hiding in plain sight as a guitarist for Waylon Jennings, Johnny Cash, Ryan Bingham and L.A. punk pioneers X, as well as touring with Social Distortion, the Supersuckers and John Doe. ... more

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